I wouldn't. At least if I did it on purpose I wouldn't be my friend anymore. If I spelt it like that on accident, then it'd be okay. Like spelling it like lunatick, that's okay, I wouldn't stop being my friend anymore.
Oops! I just spelt it with a k on purpose. I must abandon my friendship with myself. This is truly a sad day indeed.
Anyway, hope everyone is doing well. I'm in a weird mood right now. I just ate one of my kids from Xplosion and now we are discussing song speeds in church.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Friday, April 28, 2006
Got this in an email...
I stole this from the same friend that sent me the stress free list. She doesn't send much stuff to me, but when she does she manages to get some good stuff in there.
There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm . He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck.
Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head, and killed it. He was shocked and grieved. In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing.
After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes." But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes.
Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiled and said," Well that's all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help." She whispered again, "Remember the duck?" So Sally went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.
After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's... he finally couldn't stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.
Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug, and said, "Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Sally make a slave of you."
Thought for the day and every day thereafter?
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.) ..whatever it is....You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing..... He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you. The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets..... It is by God's grace and mercy that we are saved.
Always remember: God is at the window.
There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm . He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods, but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner. As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck.
Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head, and killed it. He was shocked and grieved. In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile, only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing.
After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes." But Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes.
Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper." Sally just smiled and said," Well that's all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help." She whispered again, "Remember the duck?" So Sally went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.
After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's... he finally couldn't stand it any longer. He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck.
Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug, and said, "Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Sally make a slave of you."
Thought for the day and every day thereafter?
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.) ..whatever it is....You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing..... He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you. The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets..... It is by God's grace and mercy that we are saved.
Always remember: God is at the window.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Interesting night last night...
I have some weird influences in the middle of the night. I went to bed about 11:50. Turned off my reading lamp and apparently I fell asleep. Woke up about 12:10, same night and I thought my lamp light had gone out because it was off. I tapped the bulb, twisted it to make sure it was on tight and then finally went back to sleep realizing what I had done 20 minutes ago.
I'm funny when I'm tired.
I'm funny when I'm tired.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
36 things to do to relieve stress.
If any of you guys know me or if you've ever just read my blogs you know I deal with stress. If you didn't know that, you do now. I have HUGE problems with stress. I actually got excused from a class for too much stress. (true story)
Here is something a friend of mine sent me through email (thanks Elfy!)
1. Pray
2. Go to bed on time.
3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.
4. Say no to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that compromise your mental health.
5. Delegate tasks to capable others.
6. Simplify and unclutter your life.
7. Less is more. (although one is often not enough, two are often too many)
8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.
9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time, don't lump the hard things all together.
10. Take one day at a time.
11. Separate worries from concerns. If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.
12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.
13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
14. K.Y.M.S. (Keep Your Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
15. Do something for the kid in you everyday.
16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.
17. Get enough rest.
18. Eat right.
19. Get organized so everything has its place.
20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.
21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.
22. Every day, find time to be alone.
23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try to pray.
24. Make friends with Godly people.
25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.
26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good "Thank you Jesus!"
27. Laugh.
28. Laugh some more!
29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
30. Develop a forgiving attitude. (most people are doing the best they can)
31. Be kind to unkind people they probably need it the most.
32. Sit on your ego.
33. Talk less; listen more. (it's why we have two ears and one mouth)
34. Slow down.
35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe
36. Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before.
GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU.
"If God is for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31)
And take it from me. God is for us.
Here is something a friend of mine sent me through email (thanks Elfy!)
1. Pray
2. Go to bed on time.
3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.
4. Say no to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that compromise your mental health.
5. Delegate tasks to capable others.
6. Simplify and unclutter your life.
7. Less is more. (although one is often not enough, two are often too many)
8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.
9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time, don't lump the hard things all together.
10. Take one day at a time.
11. Separate worries from concerns. If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.
12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.
13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
14. K.Y.M.S. (Keep Your Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
15. Do something for the kid in you everyday.
16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.
17. Get enough rest.
18. Eat right.
19. Get organized so everything has its place.
20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.
21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.
22. Every day, find time to be alone.
23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try to pray.
24. Make friends with Godly people.
25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.
26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good "Thank you Jesus!"
27. Laugh.
28. Laugh some more!
29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
30. Develop a forgiving attitude. (most people are doing the best they can)
31. Be kind to unkind people they probably need it the most.
32. Sit on your ego.
33. Talk less; listen more. (it's why we have two ears and one mouth)
34. Slow down.
35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe
36. Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before.
GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU.
"If God is for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31)
And take it from me. God is for us.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Promise of a Lifetime
I have fallen to my knees
As I sing a lullaby of pain
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away
Then I remember the pledge you made to me
(Chorus)
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow through the change
I still remember the pledge you made to me
(Chorus)
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
I am holding on to the hope I have inside
With you I will stay through every day
Putting my understanding aside
I am comforted
(Chorus)
To know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
(Chorus)
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
Looking back at me
I know that you can see my heart is holding to
The promise of a lifetime
Promise of a Lifetime - Kutless
Here's the deal guys. It's almost morning. A) I'm having problems sleeping, what else is new. B) I'm feeling really depressed. C) I'm kinda bothered by something, nothing to do with my prior points though. D) Also, my face itches.
A) Sleep: It's getting worse. I fell asleep for maybe 30 seconds and then I woke up. I've been reading since then (sometime around 11:30) and it's not making me any sleepier. I decided to write for a bit because I haven't written in quite a while.
B) These feelings just overcome me sometimes. I'm going to be fine, eventually. I wish I could explain it a little better. I am diagnosed with mild (very mild) depression. It happens so infrequently though that I don't really remember it until it happens. I guess that's sort of a blessing, and a curse.
C) So I'm going to say something to someone that I never got a chance to say and I feel like I'm never going to get the chance. If you don't know what I'm talking about, I might not be talking to you. If you do know what I'm saying, I might not be talking to you. I'm not going to pretend that I'm the only one who understands this, but it's possible. To this person: I forgive you. I probably sound really condescending but I bet that Jesus sounded that way sometimes too. He forgave people who sinned against Him, so I'm doing the same. Just a few questions: Did you ever think my apathy for people's opinions, the same apathy that you encouraged, would back fire on you? Did you ever think you would stand where you were and hold me in contempt because I stood up for myself? Did you ever think, maybe just once, that I'm not under your control anymore? I don't "belong" to you or you don't "own" me. I saw you a few days ago and I've gotta say it pained me. I know I didn't do anything to deserve what you've done to me that's why I stand here, cold-hearted and unaffected. Are you really surprised I've turned so cynical? Are you surprised that I'm actually speaking my mind? Are you surprised I'm not a robot? Are you surprised I'm not programmed to spew out love when all I feel is anger? Are you surprised to hear I have feelings?
Right now the only thing that would really surprise me is if you're reading this. If you are, you were obviously meant to. If you never see this, you were never supposed to.
D) I think my face itches because I shaved today.
Like the name implies. These are my confessions. I am a teenager (just barely) and I am a lunatic. (and not a robot)
If this sounds harsh let me tell you something. Jesus approached harshness when He spoke occasionally. He was harsh towards the fakes, the phonies, the hypocrites. I know I'm not always right (in fact I'm rarely right) but because of my ability to admit that, I'm not a hypocrite.
On another note, are you proud of me? I typed most of this in 20 minutes and got three or four spelling errors, most of which were slang.
As I sing a lullaby of pain
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away
Then I remember the pledge you made to me
(Chorus)
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow through the change
I still remember the pledge you made to me
(Chorus)
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
I am holding on to the hope I have inside
With you I will stay through every day
Putting my understanding aside
I am comforted
(Chorus)
To know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime
(Chorus)
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
Looking back at me
I know that you can see my heart is holding to
The promise of a lifetime
Promise of a Lifetime - Kutless
Here's the deal guys. It's almost morning. A) I'm having problems sleeping, what else is new. B) I'm feeling really depressed. C) I'm kinda bothered by something, nothing to do with my prior points though. D) Also, my face itches.
A) Sleep: It's getting worse. I fell asleep for maybe 30 seconds and then I woke up. I've been reading since then (sometime around 11:30) and it's not making me any sleepier. I decided to write for a bit because I haven't written in quite a while.
B) These feelings just overcome me sometimes. I'm going to be fine, eventually. I wish I could explain it a little better. I am diagnosed with mild (very mild) depression. It happens so infrequently though that I don't really remember it until it happens. I guess that's sort of a blessing, and a curse.
C) So I'm going to say something to someone that I never got a chance to say and I feel like I'm never going to get the chance. If you don't know what I'm talking about, I might not be talking to you. If you do know what I'm saying, I might not be talking to you. I'm not going to pretend that I'm the only one who understands this, but it's possible. To this person: I forgive you. I probably sound really condescending but I bet that Jesus sounded that way sometimes too. He forgave people who sinned against Him, so I'm doing the same. Just a few questions: Did you ever think my apathy for people's opinions, the same apathy that you encouraged, would back fire on you? Did you ever think you would stand where you were and hold me in contempt because I stood up for myself? Did you ever think, maybe just once, that I'm not under your control anymore? I don't "belong" to you or you don't "own" me. I saw you a few days ago and I've gotta say it pained me. I know I didn't do anything to deserve what you've done to me that's why I stand here, cold-hearted and unaffected. Are you really surprised I've turned so cynical? Are you surprised that I'm actually speaking my mind? Are you surprised I'm not a robot? Are you surprised I'm not programmed to spew out love when all I feel is anger? Are you surprised to hear I have feelings?
Right now the only thing that would really surprise me is if you're reading this. If you are, you were obviously meant to. If you never see this, you were never supposed to.
D) I think my face itches because I shaved today.
Like the name implies. These are my confessions. I am a teenager (just barely) and I am a lunatic. (and not a robot)
If this sounds harsh let me tell you something. Jesus approached harshness when He spoke occasionally. He was harsh towards the fakes, the phonies, the hypocrites. I know I'm not always right (in fact I'm rarely right) but because of my ability to admit that, I'm not a hypocrite.
On another note, are you proud of me? I typed most of this in 20 minutes and got three or four spelling errors, most of which were slang.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Here I go again...
Talking 'bout the rain...
And mullin' over things...
That won't live past today...
And as I dance around the truth...
Time is not his friend...
This might be my last chance to tell him that You love him.
So it's half past midnight by my 10 minute fast clock. The song (Here I Go Again - Casting Crowns) has nothing to do with anything, it just popped into my head suddenly.
So here's what I'm mulling over right now.
Work: I'm still at Target, much to my despair and turmoil. I could find more things to complain about that job than to praise it. My biggest problem is my scheduling. In the past four months I have been scheduled a morning shift once. I have been able to switch around with someone a few times, but it was literally only a few times. I only work Thursdays, Fridays and Saturdays so I understand getting some crappy schedules. But four months worth of it? Especially when there was really only three months on this schedule. Now to be fair, I do work Thursday mornings, but that was only because they really needed me (not because I really felt I had it open). My main problem is that Heidi and I can only really hang out Friday and Saturday nights. Now on Fridays we both work. She wakes up quite early in the morning to go to one job, gets back and rests at home for a while and then goes to another job finally getting home at 6 PM, on average. That gives her roughly three hours until we can hang out. It gets to the point where we are just so tired that we don't really get much quality time together. This is really wearing me down. I want to be able to spend more than a couple of hours with her and at least get some time where both of us are functioning.
This is simply ridiculous and unacceptable.
School: At this point in time, I'm unwilling to even begin to think about school.
Future: This is my only hope right now. In the Fall semester, Pastor Aaron wants to start a seminary/hands-on training school. He wants me to be a part of it and I very much want to be a part of it. It would entail doing school (which would not only be general education, but Bible courses that I would geniunally be interested in) with quite a bit of accountability, which I really need. On top of that there would be intern type work. (which is what I'm doing now to a lesser degree) This is exactly what I need. I'd be working at a church which is what I eventually want to end up doing. I would be working in an enviorment that is always positive. Plus I'd rarely be working past five except maybe Tuesdays or Wednesdays and the occasional Saturday.
There are still a few kinks to work out...
Money: There are but three ways to fund this venture. A) My parents could back me up 100%, which I don't particularly want. B) I could raise support like a missions trip and I don't particularly want that either, but it would be better than A. And better than both A and B is that the church would pay me a miniscule amount (which is essentially what I'm already getting paid at the church for). I can always keep working for Chris, which is what I was doing before Target and I was making pretty good money (not as good as actually working for Target because Target's checks are more frequent).
Time: I already feel pressed for time anyway, but that might be because of my work schedule balancing with my school and my other job. Doing it this way would effectively take away one job for a better job and school would be part of this job. Therefore I would never have to work when I was taking a particular class and vice versa. There's also the time issue with Heidi. The church office is generally closed on Saturdays, Sundays and Mondays. I suppose there would be a few Saturdays I would work and I would always have drama practice on Saturdays. I want Heidi to get all of the attention she deserves from me but she deserves much more than I could ever give her. I know she would completely understand since this is my passion, but I want to be able to give her so much more than I can right now.
Anyway, those are just the rantings of a crazed man. I'm done now. Since you've gotten this far you should reward yourself with a pat on the back and a comment on the bloggy.
Thank you for your patronage.
And mullin' over things...
That won't live past today...
And as I dance around the truth...
Time is not his friend...
This might be my last chance to tell him that You love him.
So it's half past midnight by my 10 minute fast clock. The song (Here I Go Again - Casting Crowns) has nothing to do with anything, it just popped into my head suddenly.
So here's what I'm mulling over right now.
Work: I'm still at Target, much to my despair and turmoil. I could find more things to complain about that job than to praise it. My biggest problem is my scheduling. In the past four months I have been scheduled a morning shift once. I have been able to switch around with someone a few times, but it was literally only a few times. I only work Thursdays, Fridays and Saturdays so I understand getting some crappy schedules. But four months worth of it? Especially when there was really only three months on this schedule. Now to be fair, I do work Thursday mornings, but that was only because they really needed me (not because I really felt I had it open). My main problem is that Heidi and I can only really hang out Friday and Saturday nights. Now on Fridays we both work. She wakes up quite early in the morning to go to one job, gets back and rests at home for a while and then goes to another job finally getting home at 6 PM, on average. That gives her roughly three hours until we can hang out. It gets to the point where we are just so tired that we don't really get much quality time together. This is really wearing me down. I want to be able to spend more than a couple of hours with her and at least get some time where both of us are functioning.
This is simply ridiculous and unacceptable.
School: At this point in time, I'm unwilling to even begin to think about school.
Future: This is my only hope right now. In the Fall semester, Pastor Aaron wants to start a seminary/hands-on training school. He wants me to be a part of it and I very much want to be a part of it. It would entail doing school (which would not only be general education, but Bible courses that I would geniunally be interested in) with quite a bit of accountability, which I really need. On top of that there would be intern type work. (which is what I'm doing now to a lesser degree) This is exactly what I need. I'd be working at a church which is what I eventually want to end up doing. I would be working in an enviorment that is always positive. Plus I'd rarely be working past five except maybe Tuesdays or Wednesdays and the occasional Saturday.
There are still a few kinks to work out...
Money: There are but three ways to fund this venture. A) My parents could back me up 100%, which I don't particularly want. B) I could raise support like a missions trip and I don't particularly want that either, but it would be better than A. And better than both A and B is that the church would pay me a miniscule amount (which is essentially what I'm already getting paid at the church for). I can always keep working for Chris, which is what I was doing before Target and I was making pretty good money (not as good as actually working for Target because Target's checks are more frequent).
Time: I already feel pressed for time anyway, but that might be because of my work schedule balancing with my school and my other job. Doing it this way would effectively take away one job for a better job and school would be part of this job. Therefore I would never have to work when I was taking a particular class and vice versa. There's also the time issue with Heidi. The church office is generally closed on Saturdays, Sundays and Mondays. I suppose there would be a few Saturdays I would work and I would always have drama practice on Saturdays. I want Heidi to get all of the attention she deserves from me but she deserves much more than I could ever give her. I know she would completely understand since this is my passion, but I want to be able to give her so much more than I can right now.
Anyway, those are just the rantings of a crazed man. I'm done now. Since you've gotten this far you should reward yourself with a pat on the back and a comment on the bloggy.
Thank you for your patronage.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
11:59 by my clock.
It's going to say something completely different at the bottom, but that's when I started this.
Everyone who reads this (all three of you) please be praying for me. I'm struggling with a lot on my plate right now and I feel trapped. I'll go into a few of them.
Heidi, this will be a rerun for you.
A) Work: I don't want to work at Target anymore. I know that at one point or another God put me there on purpose. I can't tell if that's the case anymore. Be praying that I have a clear sign for when I need to get out of there.
B) School: I'm struggling with school, as normal. I honestly don't like it, yet I feel like I have to go to make my dad happy. The only accountability I have right now is Heidi. Don't get me wrong she's a wonderful person and an amazing blessing, but I would not expect her to be my full and only accountabiilty for this. That's not fair to her.
C) Church: I'm starting to feel like I'm just going through the motions. I love working there and everything, but I've gotten too comfortable. Something needs to change and I don't know what.
D) Relationships: Mostly with friends. I feel very distant from all of my friends, mainly because I never talk to them. I'm always busy with one of the above activities so I have little/no time for them.
E) Heidi and me: No problems what-so-ever. I would like prayer that our relationship continues to grow and that blessing from God continues to pour down like rain.
F) Relationship with God: This is the biggy and it's probably affecting everything else. I find it hard to make time for God. I definitely have time for Him but it's almost as if I don't care. I do though, I just have no disciplince what-so-ever.
Those are all my problems as of now. I've never really faced them all at once, mostly I don't worry about school/God while I'm at work or I don't worry about...anything...when I'm with Heidi. I just need a lot of prayer or else I'm going to start becoming unglued at poorly smithed hinges.
That's really all I have to say for right now. Have a great morning/afternoon/evening/night/day. Adios amigos.
Everyone who reads this (all three of you) please be praying for me. I'm struggling with a lot on my plate right now and I feel trapped. I'll go into a few of them.
Heidi, this will be a rerun for you.
A) Work: I don't want to work at Target anymore. I know that at one point or another God put me there on purpose. I can't tell if that's the case anymore. Be praying that I have a clear sign for when I need to get out of there.
B) School: I'm struggling with school, as normal. I honestly don't like it, yet I feel like I have to go to make my dad happy. The only accountability I have right now is Heidi. Don't get me wrong she's a wonderful person and an amazing blessing, but I would not expect her to be my full and only accountabiilty for this. That's not fair to her.
C) Church: I'm starting to feel like I'm just going through the motions. I love working there and everything, but I've gotten too comfortable. Something needs to change and I don't know what.
D) Relationships: Mostly with friends. I feel very distant from all of my friends, mainly because I never talk to them. I'm always busy with one of the above activities so I have little/no time for them.
E) Heidi and me: No problems what-so-ever. I would like prayer that our relationship continues to grow and that blessing from God continues to pour down like rain.
F) Relationship with God: This is the biggy and it's probably affecting everything else. I find it hard to make time for God. I definitely have time for Him but it's almost as if I don't care. I do though, I just have no disciplince what-so-ever.
Those are all my problems as of now. I've never really faced them all at once, mostly I don't worry about school/God while I'm at work or I don't worry about...anything...when I'm with Heidi. I just need a lot of prayer or else I'm going to start becoming unglued at poorly smithed hinges.
That's really all I have to say for right now. Have a great morning/afternoon/evening/night/day. Adios amigos.
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