65. I am a: Unique individual. I like how that word sounds. In-da-vid-jewel. That's how they should spell it. Ima spell it like that from now on. Indavidjewel.

64. People would describe me as: Funny, weird, downright gorgeous...okay, not many people say that last one...but I'm sure someone thinks I am.

63. My shoe size is: The same as my foot size.

62. My ring size is: Umm...

61. I am allergic to: Being allergic. If I'm around allergies, I start to swell up.

60. Hat size: Iono.

59. Car you drive: Honda Accord.

58. Town you grew up in: Livermore.

57. Town you live in currently: -_- I haven't moved since I was three. You do the math.

56. My least favorite Holiday: Easter. I love Resurrection Sunday; I hate Easter.

55. The last three CD’s I have listened to are: Eleventyseven, The Classic Crime and probably Becoming the Archetype

54. Last song that made me cry was: I don't remember.

53. What cell phone provider do you have: Cingular.

52. Ever drop your cell in the toilet: No, I don't have a cell. I got out of jail a while ago...

51. What is the longest shift you have ever worked: 8 hours.

50. Can you sing: Can I sing what?

49. My skin's reaction to the sun is: That's a weird way to ask "Do you burn easily?" I like how some are questions directed in the first person and some are in the third person. "My skin's reaction..." "Can you sing..."

48. Do you smoke?: Nah. Unless it's REALLY really hot. Then the sweat on my skin starts to simmer.

47. Would you quit for someone?: Quit what? Quit smoking? It's not something I really have any control over. When it gets too hot, it just happens.

46. Do you drink?: Sure do. Water, Soda, Juice...occasionally I get really wild and drink milk.

45. Do you own a toaster?: Nope, and my mommy doesn't either. Neither does my daddy. We have a toaster oven instead.

44. Have you ever stolen something: I'm sure I have but I don't remember.

43. What was it: See above.

42. Do long distance relationships work: For some people, I'm sure. It wouldn't work for me though, I'd have to see her regularly.

41. How do you like your eggs in the morning: No, I don't like my eggs in the morning. I'd rather have my eggs...umm...never.

40. Can you swim: Nope. I've been told I'm missing out. Swimming is just a way to not die, not a form of recreation.

39. Favorite flavor of ice cream: Strawberry.

38. Ever attend a theme party: Once, it was a murder mystery. It was kind of fun, but I had to play a girl because there weren't enough people. Of course, I volunteered.

37. What time did you wake up this morning: 7ish.

36. Name of your first pet: Chiquita.

35. Are you smiling: Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. No.

34. Are you blushing: I dunno, I have no mirror. I could be, but I don't feel it.

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33. Kissing on the first date: No.

32. Boogeyman: No.

31. Moon landing: Yes.

30. Mental telepathy: No. But it'd be cool.

29. The Force: No.

28. Easter Bunny: Are you trying to imply that he's not real?

27. Santa: Again...are you trying to imply that he's not real?

26. Love at First Sight: No.

25. Luck: No.

24. Fate: Tricky question. I would say sort of. More like I believe God has created us to do something and that is partially our fate. Yet we still have free-will so I'm gonna have to say no.

23. God: Yes.

22. Aliens: No.

21. Heaven: Yes.

20. Hell: Yes.

19. Ghosts: Nah.

18. Horoscopes: I believe that horoscopes exist, I don't believe they are true/work.

17. Soul mates: If you mean God has created someone who is perfect for me? Yes.

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16. Seen someone you haven't seen in awhile: Today actually.

15. Last concert you went to: Superchick. But I'm going to Spirit West Coast on Wednesday so soon that won't be true.

14. Last movie rental: I don't remember.

13. You spent money: Today.

12. Last food you ate: French Fries.

11. You worked out: Umm...Oh! Yesterday! I picked up a weight and then put it down...that counts right?

10. Helped an elderly person: Define "elderly". I helped my mom today. (If that offends you, picture those two phrases seperately)

9. Wedding you attended: A few months ago...my brother's.

8. Sports game you went to: Years and years ago. Back in High School when I was in band. So Sophomore year. Three or Four years ago.

7. Hugged someone: Yesterday.

6. Missed someone: Now.

5. Txt msg: Earlier today.

4. Missed Call: Earlier today.

3. Last dialed Call: Dialed dialed? Heidi. Last call I selected from a list of contacts? Elizabeth.

2. Time you laughed at something stupid: Too many times to count.

1. Time you checked your email: Today. That's how I found this!

I stoled this from Reeser. I will finally be able to remember to check her Xanga...I have her XML updates through my email. It's cool, if you want that from me go to the right of the screen and stick your email in that little box. Then hit ENTER! And you will automatically get emails. It's pretty sweet.

Anyway, that's all, I'm really tired so I'm going to try and not sleep. If I do I'll be up all night. I think I'ma gonna watch Cellular. I love that movie.

Business, heat and how the west was won.

Well recently, I've felt a lot busier than normal, just because I've been working (at Target) everyday this week 'cept Monday and Sunday. I'm going to go to bed soon, but I fear I won't be able to sleep for a while because it's so hot.

Anyway, I'll give you a breakdown of my week so far. Because I haven't done one of those since this was called "Colin's Life".

Sunday: I got up in the morning and was kind of slow, as always. I went to first service and hung around afterwards because Heidi was ushering (unbeknowest to me...sorta confused me because I didn't expect to see her at the door). Sunday night I didn't sleep.

Monday: I went to bed at 4:30 Monday morning because I couldn't sleep for some reason. I just stayed around the house and was lazy, which is okay because I don't normally have a day where I do nothing. I watched Kyle XY at 8 (I love that show...although I could do without some of the content).

Tuesday: Went to work from 8:30 to 1 and then I came home and tried to stay awake until bedtime. Definitely a challenge, but I've started falling asleep in the middle of the day and not being tired when it's bedtime. Can't remember anything else I did that night. Oh! I went to the church at 2 and worked until 5...and THEN I came home and tried not to sleep.

Wednesday: Same work schedule. Target: 8:30 to 1 and the church 2 to 5. Try not to sleep when I get home. Heidi came over for a few hours and we hung out with my family in the living room. She left and a little while later I went to bed.

Thursday: I finally got Holy Harmony running with the first review! Oh yeah, and I went to work from 8:30 to 5. Did a bunch of reading on The Fellowship Hall (link to the right) and got rather angry at someone who was doing some character assassination on a really good friend of mine.

It frustrates me to know there are people out there who will read one entry of a person's blog and completely map out their character based on that one (rather short) blog entry. Anyway, continuing on with my week...

Friday: I went to...HA! Gotcha! Friday hasn't happened yet silly. But I can tell you already. I woke up about 9 in the morning, got ready to go to work. Got to work at around 9:30. Got off work at 6 and maybe did something with Heidi, maybe not.

Anyway, I'm done. I'm tired. I'll talk to y'all later. Have a great night.

Oh, the west was won with a lot of murder of Native Americans as best as I can understand it. If one wants to win a compass direction, I would not start off by killing everybody facing that way.

Holy Harmony

Hey guys. I'm working on a new blog site in my free time. It's called Holy Harmony. I'm going to write review for Christian albums to raise awareness in the Christian youth ministry.

It's called Holy Harmony. I'm hoping to get at least one album review up by the end of this week, but I'm not sure how much time I'll have this particular week.

Check it out if you get a chance, I'd appreciate any constructive criticism. Thanks!

So, I've only been awake for like four hours...

So, sleep is over-rated. I slept a good 8 hours...but it was from 4 AM-12 PM.

Anyway, I have nothing left to say. Adios.

Late night musings...

Hey everyone...

It's about 2:30 in the morning and I am not tired. There seems to be a pattern on Sunday nights/Monday mornings.

Anyway, I'm working on revamping this site in a major way, but I need to find a place to host my images. I don't think I'm going to find a place, so I'm just going to keep it simple...plus I like this color.

Anyway, change your bookmark (if you use it) back to http://twicedouble.blogspot.com. I'm going to keep it at that from now on and maybe randomly change the name and feel. I sorta like this name right now though, so I'll be keeping it like this for a while.

Have you ever wondered how many words you say every day? No? Me neither...

How can someone say this isn't of God?

There is nothing I can say that hasn't already been said
I'm just repeating myself, repeating someone else
Equally incapable of uttering a single new thought
Yet You are ever worthy of adoration
So how can I for a moment cease to lift my heart in praise
Your name is glory
My song is victory
and I will keep on singing
There is no opposition, nothing can stand in Your way
Make my life Your own

I'm sure some of you are pretty close-minded when it comes to certain types of music. I know I definitely am, I won't listen to country or jazz, but I would never say God couldn't work through it. I've heard many (hopefully nobody that reads this blog) people say that screamo or heavy metal is just angry music. Read that and tell me their angry. Maybe they scream it, but who cares?

Becoming the Archetype just got a new fan. This song was called "The Epigone". If you aren't completely closed to the idea of hardcore/screamo/metal music, have a listen. If you are, at least tell me you don't buy into the idea that all of it is bad.

Someone Else's Arms - Mae

Two days and I've not slept a wink with these thoughts that I've been thinking. This is
the mark I aim to miss (again). You toss and turn, I lie awake. Who knows what I've been
drinking. Another cheap, meaningless kiss (to give).

From the beginning, dulled down and lost with all it's charm. I just want to wake up,
wake up in someone's... I just want to wake up. I just want to wake
up. I just want to wake up.

Six days and I can see the same brown eyes in this reflection. Is this man you say I'll
be (become)? You toss and turn, I lie awake. Into the sand we're sinking. Holding us back
from breathing free (I'm done).

From the beginning, dulled down and lost with all it's charm. I just want to wake up,
wake up in someone's... I just want to wake up. I just want to wake up. I just want to wake
up. I just want to wake up. i just want to wake up. I just want to wake up. I just want to
wake up. I just want to wake up.

More than words, you keep to yourself. Like a curse that fares thee well. One man
came. One truth to tell. All this blame. Hammers your way to hell.

I've got a feeling It's not the safest place to start. The heavy breathing, it seems we're
better off breaking hearts. From the beginning, dulled down and lost with all it's charm. I
just want to wake up, wake up in someone's... I just want to wake up (I just want to wake
up). I justwant to wake up. I justwant to wake up (I just want to wake up). I justw ant to
wake up. I just want to wake up (I just want to wake up). I just want to wake up. I just want
to wake up (I just want to wake up). I just want to wake up.

I just want to wake up in someone else's arms


No particular reason for this, I just like this song.

Can't sleep, don't know why.

It's not even that I fall asleep and keep waking up. It's that I can't even fall asleep to begin with. I'm not feeling tired. Yet I barely got sleep yesterday.

Oooh! I forgot I was writing this! Wow.

Okay, I'm going to try and sleep now. Who's starting the pool on what hour I fall asleep at?

Everything I do is useless

Left To My Ambitions I Find Myself Feeling
Short Of Breath And Losing Hope Again

When Will I Be Free
When Will I Feel Alive
I Am At My End And I Cant Breath

I Can't Breathe Everything I Do Is Useless
I Can't Do This On My Own Im Fading
Too Many Times I've Left In Silence
This Time I Won't Give Up So Soon

Crying Out For Some Relief
I Keep Breaking My Own Heart
Giving Up On My Resolve
I Keep Trying But I Keep Failing
This All Seems So Familiar
I Think We've Been Here Once Before
Saying Sorry Once Again
Saying Sorry Once Again

I Keep Breaking My Own Heart - Haste the Day